Saturday, April 5, 2008 Y 9:46 PM
I decided to blog as ii am feeling unhappy. yesterday had a big fight with him again. He threaten to break up with me if i dun change my attutide. haiz. I have no choice but to accept. I really love him and ii really hate to be without him. How did things turn out like that anyway? what happened in between that become like that. I really miss the days we use to have. when two person is together, there has to be alot of give and take then the relationship will work out. I admit that i always give him alot of problems. But sometimes i am jus hoping he will cum concern me. But didnt know that he will only hate me more. my heart feel heavy. I knw i am a fool always begging him to stay. But i really love him. I really cannot do without him. I dun knw hw to survive without him ler. Im so use to having him. I guess i will break down completely. haiz.. i really hope things will have to. sometimes ii really wonder doesnt he hurts saying those things to me? but what he say will hurt me damn deep. at times ii dun knw hw to climb up. because i love him u so much ii really cannot live a life without you. i really want to change cos is ii simply love u too much. haiz..
MICHELLE NG.