Monday, July 21, 2008 Y 9:58 PM
why am i treated like this over and over again? I feel so tired. Crying my heart out the whole entire night doesnt help in any way at all. Yet when i wake up there is only a feeling of emptiness. my eyes is swollen. why do we wan to love and hurt?and why we love that person then will we get hurt? I dun understand why am i being taken for granted all the time. I never for once felt appreciated before. I never felt important to him before. what exactly have i done wrong to deserve all this? I am always trying my best to suit to his needs. Being more mature,, being more sensible. When he was in cambodia, i really thought that when he comes back everything would be better. But look at how he treat me.am i jus so redudant? I wanted to let go of this relationship, i know by holding on i will only feel upset al the time. But how to let go? my mind is ony filled with all the wonderful things we do together.
MICHELLE NG.