Thursday, August 28, 2008 Y 5:33 AM
my heart hurts so badly. I always got alot of tears. But this time round, it hurts so bad my tears has already dry out. Because the pain is too excruciating for me to take. When grand father pass away i too, have no tears.If i dun cry means it is too hurtful for me. The pain is undescricable. I know to you, you feel nothing at all. You feel like nothing's wrong. But do you know it hurts me real bad. I feel lost. I walk on the streets helplessly for 2 hours thinking of what should i do. I kept walking but i cant find the answer then i decided to go home.
A: YOu never go cambodia?
B:NO, next week.
A:CAn tahan not to see her?
B:(looking at me in a stunned way) my gf is here, so im already seeing her.
A; no reply
then me what does this means. you tell me you are talking abt me.Do you expect me to be a fool and believes you. how i wish i am a fool den i would believe you. but i believe based on my analyst, you are lying. Then why doesnt his friend reply anymore. Im tired. I have given u more than one chance. Tell me what should i do, i love you but i dun wan to leave you. I dun believe you, i cannot continue to be with you. COs its gonna hurt me for the rest of the days i will be with you. Maybe yesterday is the last anniversary we have together. The fact is I dun wan to leave you. But tell me what should i do. You wont be able to make up for my hurt. Only time can.
MICHELLE NG.