Tuesday, September 16, 2008 Y 12:42 AM
seriously im finding it hard to communicate with you. We are like quarrelling every single day. Im so sick of this alright. I dun know what u wan, i feel so insecure about this relationship.Im starting to think if all this is what i really want. Im so tired. Im feeling upset every single day.Feel sad. whats the point in a relationship like this?IM GETTING SUFFOCATED. rELationship is abt compromising. Give and take. I dun all this in our relationship. we are like tgr for 1 year 9 months plus. yet,all the unhappiness jus keep happening. tel me what shld i do. i've been thinking instead of being hurt while in this relationship, why dun i bear the hurt of leaving you? i wished i was so cool in letting go. what i lack is courage, and the dependant on him. As in my world revolves around him. Seriously im never his priorty. His priority are more like his friends, money and sleeping. i maybe jus a small part he is life. ENOUGH! IM SICK OF EVERYTHING!!!talking to him is pointless. Im so angry can. how many times i try to talk to you and u end up flaring and shutting me off? tel me what can i do? i always cry but u dun give a damn. Im so hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MICHELLE NG.