Friday, October 31, 2008 Y 10:38 AM
Come on man. Why dOnt u check on ur own attitude. Im really sick of writing something like that. I wrote it in my journal, my blog for a umpteen times i guess. Gosh, really dont knw what you are thinking. You always make me feel so insecure and unsure. There's no one i can whine to but to this stupid blog of mine. I can never feel loved all the time. It all depends on your temperamental. You are so nice at times , so mean at times too. Ya ya ya, for how many donkey years i have been saying this. It's always the same. Im sick and tired of doing certain things .
Like im always so sure, I love you more than you love me. Im quite certain on this. DAmn it!!!!!I WANNA BE LOVED, NOT TO LOVE. MY FRUSTRATIONS AND ANGER WHO CAN UNDERSTAND!!! I wish some one would hit me hard on my head so that i can forget everything. FUCK IT%#%@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Evrytime i compare the past and present, my heart aches alot, cos i wonder is it your feelings have faded away or what.
MICHELLE NG.