Wednesday, September 24, 2008 Y 12:29 AM
猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沈默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心 上了鎖
猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過
猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過
到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透
that day singing this song at the ktv with im with you, i felt like crying. It song sings out my feelings. Like i always cant catch what u are thinking. you treat warmly one moment, then so harsh the other moment. I admit im nt understanding at times. always throwing tantrums... Actually i still believe it takes two hands to clap. To keep a relationship takes alot of understanding to one another. It takes 1 person to give in, at various situatiom. But we are both unable to do that. We quarrel most of time. Because we are both sturborn. No matter what i love you always. Even if one day i finally have the courage to grant you ur wish, i'll still love you....
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 Y 12:42 AM
seriously im finding it hard to communicate with you. We are like quarrelling every single day. Im so sick of this alright. I dun know what u wan, i feel so insecure about this relationship.Im starting to think if all this is what i really want. Im so tired. Im feeling upset every single day.Feel sad. whats the point in a relationship like this?IM GETTING SUFFOCATED. rELationship is abt compromising. Give and take. I dun all this in our relationship. we are like tgr for 1 year 9 months plus. yet,all the unhappiness jus keep happening. tel me what shld i do. i've been thinking instead of being hurt while in this relationship, why dun i bear the hurt of leaving you? i wished i was so cool in letting go. what i lack is courage, and the dependant on him. As in my world revolves around him. Seriously im never his priorty. His priority are more like his friends, money and sleeping. i maybe jus a small part he is life. ENOUGH! IM SICK OF EVERYTHING!!!talking to him is pointless. Im so angry can. how many times i try to talk to you and u end up flaring and shutting me off? tel me what can i do? i always cry but u dun give a damn. Im so hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MICHELLE NG.